I highly recommend experimenting with seeking faith as a path to a stronger, softer version of ourselves.   

The great thing about faith is it is definitely not about perfection. We get a do-over every single day, every hour, every minute if we want or need one.

Asking for a sign alleviates the pressure of waiting, searching, looking around, and trying to solve it ourselves. It is an act of working under the assumption that God (or Good) is working on it and will let us know when it is time.

Faith is a place to get to know our true selves. There is no punishment here, only valuable lessons learned, resilience to earn, and new opportunities to uncover. The only thing I would encourage you to do is to always, always, always go where the Good (or God) lies.