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There are some days when it feels easy to get overwhelmed. Adulting ain’t easy, that’s for sure, and a lack of faith sure as BLEEP doesn’t make it easier. Recently, I was standing in my kitchen worrying my little BLEEP off. It seemed like everything and the kitchen sink was on the list, and I wasn’t sure where to start with any of it. 

Then I remembered I am working on building faith. I remembered the solutions are not up to me. Sure, I could address a few items on the list that day, but most of them were not actually my problem anymore. The future is up to Good to sort it out, and God will if I allow it. 

So, I picked my chin up, marched my little BLEEP out of the kitchen, and got back to work on this and other things, on being a conduit for Good, rather than shoveling energy into a dark hole of what if? What is the point in all that negativity? What does it get me, other than more of the same? The whole point of this exercise (i.e., this writing) is building faith; it is operating as if I have faith in God/Good no matter what and seeing what happens… Pray for me.